Self

 At times I think about how I go about life, do I fake certain conversations in order to please the person I am talking to / The sensation of having a conversation with someone. Majority of the time I don't talk to People not feeling the need to initiate a conversation, I can sit in silence with a  person to point where I forget that they are in the room or the other person forgets I am even in the room. When this happens I don't feel the need to talk / make sound in order for the silence to dicipate for I love the silence. As much as I love the silence it gets to points where my innate conversation/thoughts overwhelm my mind in causing me to find an external plug to recalibrating my mind. My recalibration techniques are usually meditating, listening to music, exercising, praying and reading. Hence when a person initiates a conversation with me I feel I am faking sometimes because I spent majority of the time in my head that I am questioning what I am saying in the moment/ after having a conversation with the individual. The Duality of conversation...